Routine

You warned me not to get attached, but it's nearly impossible to when it's someone like you.
So now what do we do? You seem to ask this nightly, and it's fit into our routine right amongst the 'goodnight's and the 'sleep well's. The answer is always the same, after a long discussion, we always come to the same conclusion. It ends in tears and a rude awakening, which we forget about and continue loving each other the next morning.
But I know everyone has a time allotment in all of our lives, some are forever, some are for just a little while, and after these six months I begin to wonder if my time is up.
While I wonder if it's time for me to leave, I also cant bear the thought of departure because you've fit into my routine just like breakfast or brushing my teeth. It's something I have to do, you're becoming an addiction and all I want is your high.