Cheating

Cheating isn't just letting your mind wander, it's not just letting your hands wander either.
Cheating is giving yourself to another person, knowing well enough that you're going to hurt the one person that is dedicating themselves to you.
It's telling them they're never going to be good enough.
It's reminding them every time they've had just a bit too much to drink
It's looking for happiness at the bottom of every bottle.
It's asking themselves why over and over again whenever they hear your name.
It's lonely nights
It's broken promises
It's too many drinks and too many bong rips
It's forgetting who you are.
It's forgetting what you were
It's damaging
and life destroying
and trust crushing
It's not worth it.